I think I'm gonna draw tonight.
I need to work on my tattoo design.
My mom asked if I was going to this Grad Night...
At Fiddlesticks hosted by my high school. I seriously LOL’d. HARD. Are you kidding me?? I can barely stand high school and all the people there for the 3 torturous hours a day I am there. Fuck no I’m not going to a high school party HOSTED by my high school. I’d rather cut out my own internal organs.
I really wish I could find a fucking job.
I need out of this house so bad. I don’t know how I’m still alive.
You know what I find creepy?
I post a lot of pictures of naked girls and sex and whatnot, but sometimes I remember that someone had to take those pictures. And that’s just awkward. I would NOT be ok with someone taking a picture of me having sex. Just, a whole world of no.
Watched Dear John tonight.
Amanda Seyfried has an amazing voice. I haven’t stopped listening to little house all night.
Reblog if you *don't* think abstaining from...
indianamakeitmine: weweremerelyfreshmen: I think treating people with kindness and consideration make you a better person. I don’t really care how often you drink, how stoned you are, if you smell like cigarettes, or if you really like sex. I care that when I come to you with something you’re not an ass. Yeah, don’t be a douchebag.
Tonight was...easy, all things considered.
I’m tired of always being disappointed. and angry. If the past 2 weeks hadn’t happened, if I had never met Ryan, I would be a huge wreck right now. But I’m happy. I’m mad it happened this way, but I needed closure. I needed to stop lying to myself, to let what I already knew sink in. I’m okay with it. Because I have him. and he’s better than you. And...
fuck today. fuck yesterday. even though last night was amazing. Looks like I won’t be going to band practice anymore :[ I really hate my mom. She needs to just let me do my own shit.
I love getting absolutely no sleep -__-
fuuuck. Never having Ryan over, EVER again. At least not on a fucking school day. Jesus I’m tired.
Almost time for cuddles :3
I hate it when you treat me so special for one day...
I HOPE YOU READ THIS, BITCH
Going to school in the morning:
fears-and-lies: Normal girls’ hair: Mine: THIS! AND THEY KEEP IT THAT PERFECT EVEN BY THE END OF THE DAY!
Yay, Ryan is coming to sleep over :D
Lets hope to fuck I don’t get caught hahaha.
This is just a courtesy call,
this is just a matter of policy, this is just an act of kindness to let you know that your time is up, up.